The Plight of an Aries

Yelled at the husband last night for "not being supportive" about my one woman piece! But once I calmed down (oy!) I realized, he had a point. I'm taking an audition class right now and working with O on my monologues and auditioning as much as possible. My goal was to really get good at auditioning. To get over that discomfort. If one ever REALLY does.

(According to an article I read recently with Penelope Cruz - you never get over the fear and insecurity)

He also reminded me that I started directing and shooting my own film in the fall that I never finished......(sigh....)

It's part of my Aries plight - to take on TOO MUCH at once and have TOO MANY pots on the burner - how does the phrase go? A jack of many trades, an expert at none?

So, with that in mind, I'm giving it a couple days to really consider if I have the time to add a solo class to my schedule. And if I dont do it right away, I WILL get to it. Feel free to remind me.

I just need to find a place to express myself. All the work I'm doing lately, becoming a stronger auditioner, is very technical. I told husband this and said "if I dont find a place to express myself and take a risk, I'll end up one of those people who goes into McDonald's and shoots everyone!!"

Ok, I'm all talk, no bite. I would probably just go in and yell at everyone instead. :)

On the agenda today: Looking for ways to make money (acting only, please!). Going to game plan reaching out to a couple of agencies. Monologue work. (my ultimate avoidance)