Clarity -

Damn. I was just reading my last blog entry. Which was all over the place. I am on vacation right now - visiting family - so at the moment I have some clarity. Ha. Thank god. I needed this.

I DON'T WANT to start a theater company! Who I am kidding? All that responsibility??? Shoot me NOW!

I am in love with the romantic idea of starting one. I love what The Group did back in the 30's. I love the idea of going off to camp, into the woods and working on theater. But that's it!!

And I really love theater. I want to do more.

Thank god. Now I know where I stand with that. Its NOT a creative U-turn for me. The solo show was.

I would love to join a theater group. One that is newish - so I have a chance to get in and work and be a part of its growth. The ones that are more "established?" They are DONE. You won't get in with them. You just won't. They have their core people, and unless you are a celeb who can bring folks in - forget it. And how exciting would it be anyway to be a part of something from its early stages?? How cool would that be?

Ok. Putting my antennae on for that one --